A letter to Baby Belly Last (written 6/21/15)

Dear Baby,

I want you. I worry it's too much for me. Like I was too much for my mom. But I want you and I want to do my best. I want to do better with what I have already.


But I am scared that you might leave like the last one. This feels precarious what with the spotting.


Do you not want this messy house? Me either.


I really hope you are not leaving. I saw your cute little face and I wanted to hold you. To love you.


Please stick around. Please.

Love, Mama

I spotted through this entire pregnancy after miscarrying before my 2nd son, but baby number last stuck around.


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